There is this hole in my heart
It tears me apart
It’s the disconnect
To people I should feel connected
There is this hole in my heart
It’s called lonelyness
It’s like having a family
Without having them.
There is this hole in my heart
I cannot fill up
It’s the hurtful distance
Of a broken bond
Of an unhealed relationship
Of the unspoken needs
There is this need in my heart
To be close to my families heart
but pain’s ambivalence
still keeps me apart
